Blank is state of mind

What is going around ?  Lately have you asked this around? Well I am just as baffled as anybody would be these days around. I am not talking about why somebody died, how did Mr.Trump managed to get a thumping victory in the US elections. Also I am not at all confused with the mystical questions of life, for I have known for long, no point in finding truth, which just can’t be found out.

The questions which usually baffles me is exactly where we are heading as a country, as a society, as a city. Where we are heading as a civilization. In my last write up I had thought about greed. How it is guiding us to our doom. We all know that till now we have not got any proof that any civilization has lasted for more than 2000 years in continuum except what we are living in. But look closely what is exactly we are following. How much of last 2000 or 3000 years has been used and understood.

All I know and can see is history is being used to create tele-drama. We are not looking at the bigger picture here. Chances are that we are already messed up pretty much and are heading towards our doom. Lets not get that much negative. But definitely everybody will agree, these days all we can hear is how somebody has killed others, how a airliner has gone down, trains subjected to accidents and fathers killing their families.

The positives are like thin waffles, in the sea of gourmet dishes which has tones of various negatives. My mind is numb, not because I am not a normal person, but due to the fact, the societal structure is getting destroyed. Lot of folks will relate this with constant change through which society is going through. Free will of person matters more than anything.

But lets see the stuff from a different point of view. What is one thing which you care about ? Like I care about my family, what is yours. Put that in center and ask yourself that what are the actions you have taken today which will ensure that they are happy TODAY. Not yesterday, not tomorrow but today in this moment. I have not got any answer, I was blank. And that’s why I say blank is state of mind.

We are working to earn money, forgetting that there are stuff which matters, which matters more than anything in word. Things which cant be measured with anything. Time which just flows, does not matter what happens. May be you don’t love your family much. Lets say I love physics, even then I have not done anything which will satisfy me.

I am being subjected to whims and fancies of my boss at the place I work. May be you are a person who is working for something or somebody. Or you may be having your own company, but even in that case you are subjected to market regulations and whims of population. The same population who is made up of people like me, who have lost it already, in their subconscious mind, the power of thinking and making things count.

So what’s makes me say the same sentence over and over again? News papers are filled with voices, of people who are suffering in one way or another. Every day I see more news of rapes, murder by those people who are supposed to lead the current generation. Those who are trusted with life are misusing of trust. Pleple are doing heinous things for the fun of it. Freedom comes with a rider of responsibility. But we are looking at a more unruly world. Half of world is in war state, remaining half is in grip of corruption. Corruption which is as rampant as the life itself.

I can go ahead and come up with references of what I have just written, but then it will be a reference piece, not a personal blog.

Here I am putting my tired keyboard (yes you read right!) some rest, with some lines

What’s the use if we can’t consume something, which we have earned or in some way have gained possession of? And if we can’t consume it then why to go to great lengths to acquire it? 

The Common man of any democracy! the biggest joker!

Well I have my sympathies with all the people of world; who lives in democratic system. For the people, by the people is nothing but a joke and what else is joke, let me think . ummm.... common man.

If you reside in a democratic country, my sympathies with you. You are born as a mistake because your parents were not intelligent enough to understand that its a moral crime to bring a children in this world, specially in a time when chances of you being killed or humiliated by your own government is high.

A average person who works for some company pays taxes and what does his govt do with it ? donate it to some country for political favors? give it to spy agency to kill people? or distribute it for welfare programs where everything happens except welfare !

Govt create a budget, which it distribute to agencies , who work without any oversight ( If if there is any oversight at all?), with sole motive to make their political masters happy. The lies with which we are bombarded everyday about our own govt's policies are  simply astonishing.  And all this will make you start thinking that  his whole system is created for ruling the people and nothing else.

I am not talking about some highly sophisticated scam or something , I am talking about some very basic stuff here. I am talking about basic sanitation, hospitals,. policing, healthcare and place for our kids to play and the right to be safe and biggest of them right to privacy
all of these rights and fundamental stuff which we perceive is being ignored at the scale which if our founding fathers has seen, they would have called the present govt itself ANTI-NATION

Step by Step,. please be with this analysis. I am not talking about documentary proof I am talking about observations on day to day basis, declaration in media from the govt about things which matter


You think I am wrong?lets look at this from a vantage point. When was the last time any political party was approving of audits of their account ? Ask your self that weather your govt educated you on the matters of foreign policy? weather politician fulfill their political manifesto?

The answer is no. Simply no, you were never educated why they need more money in taxes. You were given explanation. But when was the last time govt was accounted for the loss it made due to idiotic panning? when was the last time your tax money was well spent ?

On a second thought, anyone can just give a counter argument over these, but lets look it in this way. Govt create policies, and it also create partial system of subsidy, how come 15 people do not talk to each other over implication of a policy which will agitate people? I mean these people who we choose are people who knows what to do to make us happy and do whats best for society, But what do they choose to do? putting policy which jeopardize the safety and security of the people.

First they put reservation for people, and then they start rolling out sops for them like a cheap commercial gimmick; all of this to satisfy a hundred thousand voters. From the surface, it looks all good. People whom we choose looks like they want the best for us.

But looking at the underbelly of the beast we will come to know, all of this is to earn money! all these people they try to find new ways to spend all the tax money and then create company which does shady work to get this budget money.
These companies which i am talking about, they sublet their contracts where people like you and me work upon these tasks.

So in the end we are working for a penny, where a dollar has been allocated for the cause. you get a penny and you return some part of it as tax and "those people"( people who run these companies) got 90 cent as consultation fees and contract fees

Now that was how we are being manipulated by our own govt. Govt create laws for snooping over people. Recent history is filled with example of people who had exposed how a tainted politician who conned his/her way to reach to top used this govt machinery to destroy his own people.

I can  talk on and on and on about this, but it is time to close my argument. By all means think upon it. You choose govt so that you should not be bothered to clean roads in front of your homes. You pay taxes so that govt can assign somebody and get it cleaned. But now govt is assigning money and that money is being horded by chosen few, who got listed by Time every year and you feel good just by watching them.

God bless you all.